Happy Christmas Eve Eve!
Dec. 23rd, 2002 12:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thebratqueenPhase one, new shelves, is mostly done. Most Wonderful Father put up the brackets and such, but the store only had one shelf of the size we needed in stock. So I gotta go back next week to buy another. Still, it's enough to get some things off of my counters and make room for my mixer so yay!
Next comes cooking, but damn I'm tired. I'm going to take a nap b/c I can already tell I'm the kind of sleepy that makes it hard to focus on tiny details, which you kinda need to do when cooking stuff ;) I'm going to shoot to try to get everything done today. We'll see if I succeed.
Still torn on going to services tomorrow. I'd love to and want to but don't know if it'd be too much emotionally. Part of me is tempted to wait until the new year for a clean start and a guaranteed no chance of having to talk about loss at a time that's meant to be a meditation on joy. Another part's basically saying - it's Xmas. You should hit a service because that's part of it too.
We'll see. This may be a last-minute decision made tomorrow.
Okay, off for a nap!
Next comes cooking, but damn I'm tired. I'm going to take a nap b/c I can already tell I'm the kind of sleepy that makes it hard to focus on tiny details, which you kinda need to do when cooking stuff ;) I'm going to shoot to try to get everything done today. We'll see if I succeed.
Still torn on going to services tomorrow. I'd love to and want to but don't know if it'd be too much emotionally. Part of me is tempted to wait until the new year for a clean start and a guaranteed no chance of having to talk about loss at a time that's meant to be a meditation on joy. Another part's basically saying - it's Xmas. You should hit a service because that's part of it too.
We'll see. This may be a last-minute decision made tomorrow.
Okay, off for a nap!
