What a strange feeling this is
Mar. 15th, 2004 11:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thebratqueenI slept well, my cold seems to finally be leaving me, I've got an hour still before I have to leave for work, I feel, dare I say it? Relaxed and refreshed.
Creepy.
Seriously though it's nice getting into the swing of things again. This does nothing to, say, clean the house I left unkempt yesterday, but I like taking care of my brain better so I'm happy to be out of the stupidity of stress and grogginess that came post-trip.
Also my cats are agressively snuggling with me. It's hard to be grumpy when that kind of thing happens.
Granted, I've got an hour to kill here and no inclination whatsoever to spend it on practical stuff like cleaning or getting back to the insurance company re: the bathroom, so I'm left wondering what I should do. I had some rambly thoughts about Pet, and Wes as sub, and does yours truly agree with Gunn's point about the relationship, but then Luna plonked herself down on my wrist and now typing is hard.
I suspect I'm just being too apologetic on the odd chance people think Gunn speaks for me, and therefore am I possibly equating BDSM with abuse - or at the very least Angel and Wes's relationship with abuse. To which I guess I can just shorthand it by saying Wes speaks for me, and Gunn is well intentioned but not fully aware of what's going on. Spike, actually, is the person with the best third party perspective on the relationship. He knows it's not the kink that's messing Angel and Wes up, it's the lack of honesty about their feelings. The kink itself is fine.
And now to go be more productive, I guess. Or at least more productive than I have been ;)
Creepy.
Seriously though it's nice getting into the swing of things again. This does nothing to, say, clean the house I left unkempt yesterday, but I like taking care of my brain better so I'm happy to be out of the stupidity of stress and grogginess that came post-trip.
Also my cats are agressively snuggling with me. It's hard to be grumpy when that kind of thing happens.
Granted, I've got an hour to kill here and no inclination whatsoever to spend it on practical stuff like cleaning or getting back to the insurance company re: the bathroom, so I'm left wondering what I should do. I had some rambly thoughts about Pet, and Wes as sub, and does yours truly agree with Gunn's point about the relationship, but then Luna plonked herself down on my wrist and now typing is hard.
I suspect I'm just being too apologetic on the odd chance people think Gunn speaks for me, and therefore am I possibly equating BDSM with abuse - or at the very least Angel and Wes's relationship with abuse. To which I guess I can just shorthand it by saying Wes speaks for me, and Gunn is well intentioned but not fully aware of what's going on. Spike, actually, is the person with the best third party perspective on the relationship. He knows it's not the kink that's messing Angel and Wes up, it's the lack of honesty about their feelings. The kink itself is fine.
And now to go be more productive, I guess. Or at least more productive than I have been ;)
